Sir, first of all you don't speak to us in this attitude, although we understand your problem.
I'm warning you, one more post like this (forbidden words: stealing source, sell you out), and you're on our blacklist, some general rules.
On the other side, if you donated some stuff, thanks.. but there is no difference at the moment between paying and non-paying members, so you're not 'higher' than somebody who is not paying, because MTA is a non-profit organisation.
On another side I have to say, if you're banned without a reason (which is rare), you may be right at some point, if you want to talk directly to the admins, you could do that on IRC (irc.multitheftauto.com) as well, and we'll be kicking your ass